I really have no mood, time and energy to update my xanga since I've started to work.............

If i have time, i'll prefer to sleep............... Insufficient sleep every day.......if i continue to live like this, i'll speed up the deterioration rate of my body.......and i'll look old and be old very soon..........sigh..........

Some Update Abt Work

Collegues: are all nice, friendly and helpful, willing to teach and share

Ppl from work/ schools: most are nice, some are particularly easy to get along with, while i still need some time to communicate with the others

Cases: ok la.....As someone's life motto said "Learn as you work".......and for ST, you'll never be able to learn "ALL". there's no "all" and new things come everyday.

Workload:................Ai.................Ai......................Sigh.........I still work like a student.............. Ai...................... Ai............................................. -_-...........

n I'm a nervous person, a "little worrying worm"....always worrying abt tiny things......... so that drives me even more crazy..........

End of Summary..........

<< Work >>

I went there for observation and handover a few days, seeing how the cases, routine and setting are like, and seeing how different ST have their treatment. Different ST really have their different styles. I did learn something

The setting and cases are really different from SCCC and EETC. it wasn't quite what i've imagined in the first place. coz everything were so different from the centres i’ve been. The role of ST seems to be a bit different as well. now it's a bit like..... "睇醫生". Cases coming in and out, 有 DD 連 "廁所，起身位" 都冇。真係坐成朝冇出過間房 or even 起身咁滯。坐到 pat pat 都痹！唔似以前走出走入，執下玩具，搬下 D materials， prep 咁有 D 郁動（運動）。都未趕得切 brief 完呢個 case， 去廁所或起身，下個 case 又已經門口等緊。聽聞有 D 地方一日 maxium 5，6個 case （但唔見 case 時侯都係做緊），但呢度一日十幾個 case 。真係密密手。但我亦知道有 D private 位一朝 十幾 case 添。。。

所以要快，輕巧，flexible，有轉數，食腦！要卑心幾D，勤力D， 努力D，醒扒D，別洩氣，要進步！！！仲有大把要學！ 要衝！Be Positive！USH！！！

加油，鞭擦自己呀！！！’USH， USH， USH！！！

＜＜ 食食食！～＞＞

For unknown reasons, dad n i were very fond of making something in these recent months. 食到有 D滯添～ 從我桌上的鎖匙扣，可以知我是一個很為食的人～ 一無心機或唔開心，望倒 D食就即刻醒神晒！但自從我亞媽話 " 5蚊雞抽，不如買件真食啦！" 之後，已無再抽了～ 咁又係，真都係 3，4蚊，仲有得食添，唔使齋望！～ 不過。。。成日係咁食，quota 會爆架！！！

右至左： 燒賣，蛋撻，扭閔dounut， white choco dounut， plain dounut， rasberry cheesecake， strawberry cheesecake 1大個！哇哈哈！睇倒都滿足啦！！！Haha！

這幾星期整呢D～

Chocolate filled muffin

 Sponge with chestnut mousse～ 叫最成功一次！

Mango pudding

Hamburger，with homemade bread and meat

雖然並非所有都好成功或好食，但都幾好玩呀～

要心情開朗，積極，善用時間，要溫書啦！！！

<< A New Page Again >>

Ah!~ after all these "yrs", things are finally over!~ ai!~ I'm SO SO RELIEVED!~ more relieved than when results were known! When I heard the news, I was light hearted and my tension was eased immediately! Ah!~ I can really see the end of it now! A concrete end!~ Though a lot of things are waited to be firmed, i think that'll be the choice - Preschool setting, CS, DSTT.

It'll be a New Start. Things will start running again. it's a good news, though there maybe some "running around", i should be positive and stop worrying about the unknown future. i should learn from K and A, they seemed to be more eased~ i reaslied that i have more serious "妄想症" than they do ~ "Little Worrying Worm", that's what i was called in secondary sch~ It was nice to see them again n see how they're gettting on.

CS, one of our classmate worked there before n her feedback was good. that's comforting. but no matter what, i'll have to go for it.

Date: If there's no prob abt the documents, it may start in late March. Place: Far away from my home. Meawhile, some handover dates were arranged. I'll be staying with the ST in different centres, so i could see what the cases , centres, format, routine, treatment, etc are like. I went there yesterday (9/3) and i guess i know what i should expect. Things "seems" to be alrite, "seems" jar! HaHa~

Things were over now. I'd  really like to thank those who showed their care or those had helped me, my frds, family, some teachers, etc~

"Tomorrow will be another day". ADD OIL!   

Nothing very special these few weeks. Life goes on as usual. it's nice that from time to time, i'll gather with some frds. n it's nice to eat n chat.

I have to say that sometimes, i feel that things are "not that bad". well, i've already had the worst so "本這個心態", nothing can be even worse. at least i've got my family n frds to support me. so i tried to persuade myself not to demand/ expect too much. the condition is already different somehow. i understnad it and should accept it.

Ms X is also very kind to offer me such things. that's very kind of her. she didn't need to do these but she did. i really appreciated it.

Recently, dad n i like to cook something for fun. we made this Pizza! we made the dough and add the toppings and baked it. we improved from our last experience! it was ok, though the crust was a little bit "over-baked" n was too crispy. this was our big rectangular shape pizza, we still had a small round one in the oven~ 有得食又有得搓，好玩過培樂多~